To eat. To rest. To twitch. To burst
out grabbing for something to do. To
fart. To scratch. To laugh. To tickle.
To feel around, instead of look. To feel
around, instead of think. To breathe
it deep. To hold the breath. To jump.
To stub. To curse. To cry. To resee with
new eyes. To squeeze. To hold. To sink
the fingers in and wiggle them around.
To embrace the cold. To go limp in heat
and grin like a stupid monkey. To drag
feet. To skip with glee. To press the nose
too close and smile too intensely. To fuck.
To fuck. To fuck. To fuck. To fuck. To fuck.
To fuck. To feel awkward about fucking.
To sneeze. To gulp. To cough. To step,
regret, wipe, and step again. To speak, regret,
wince, and try again. To gain. To lose. To
love, if by love you mean to fuck, but fucking
can be lovely. To hurt. To try. To give it up.
To come to peace. To rage, rage! To die.
1. breath
2. monkey
3. fuck