It’s not the “worst,” it’s the where and when. Example:
The Big One hits, while you’re under the bay on the BART.
Cracks form on the tunnel walls, the first of millions of gallons
trickle. Creep. Run. Rush and rise. The train stalls. Then
darkness. Wailing: young girls’ surprise. A policeman falls
to roar and rage at the floor. Ice cold. You shiver, gag: fishrot
sewer smell of baybottom silt and scum reaches past your lips,
to your lungs. You are one damned among many damned, all
mindless with fear, scratching and pushing and pushed, helpless
as fleas tossed in a toilet and flushed, punished as a civus romanus
convicted of parricide, sent to the bottom of the Tiber in a sack
with a live dog, snake, rooster, and monkey to drown together…
No. Correct this metaphor: yes, you are punished, but
not like the parricide. You are the monkey: thrust in a bloody
sack with animals and this wretched man who failed you, crying:
I, ape, have committed no crime, why must I suffer? Die?
1. BART
2. civus romanus
3. monkey